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Created on 2002-01-01 17:01:10 (#426874), last updated 2002-06-06
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Basic Info| Name: | ash |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 04-22 |
| Location: | Thomasville, North Carolina, United States |
| Website: | trancemusique |
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artificialmind@aol.com BioYep yep, I'm redoing my personal info. What can I say? Hm, my name is Ashley, i'm a fifteen year old girl from North Carolina. I'm turning 16 on April 22, it's gonna be sweet. I plan to work at Pacific Sunwear, discounts. :) I have a car already, 95 Camaro, yeah it's cool. Ok now that I have all that bullshit out of the way, let me tell you about *me.* I sit on the comp a lot. I guess you can call me a computer nerd. I don't care though. I've learned a lot from 3 years of AOL. I've learned a little about life. I've learned that everyone isn't nice, everyone doesn't love you, there are people smarter than you, you aren't God, etc. I've seen people transform through the internet. A ugly girl can suddenly become a sexy whore through AOL. A guy who always gets beat up at school can suddenly become "the man." It's quiet odd how people transform. Maybe it's their way of creating happiness by pretending to be something they aren't, or maybe it's their trueselves being expressed through words, since they could never express themselves that way IRL. That's how I am. I'm so smart, talkative, lovable, mean, etc. on AOL, but IRL I'm about as shy as they come. I believe I have social anxiety, the fear of people and social situations. I'm trying to get over it. I'm trying to let my true self out, be the way I am on the internet, IRL. I love to dance, I love the beat of Trance music. It transforms me, takes me to another world as you would say. Paul Oakenfold is a genius. When I get a little older I want to go to clubs and raves. Yeah I know people are like "Ooh, she wants to be cool and do drugs at clubs." Nah, that's not it. I love the whole scene. I think about it constantly. I want to be there, dancing, becoming one with the people. It's all very enlightening to me.
People are weird to me. I guess it's because I'm usually alone most of the time. Sometimes I feel like a machine, with no feelings, no life, etc. It's hard to explain. *Sigh* I'm losing intrest in writing this now. I guess I should add this part in. I'm bisexual. Yeah, ok. I am in a relationship right now but it sucks big ones. I wont go into detail, just read my journal. After this I plan to wait some for a person I really like. Well, I'll write more on this later.
:-D That ^ was made by my very special friend Tia. <3 Tia.
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